Monday 14 November 2011

im getting fatter? :O

all of a sudden my friend asks me just now am i getting fatter. baru dia sedar kunun. sot ne. tapi memang kenyataan. see this pic below.

this is me BEFORE.(took this last year)


ini pun mau gemuk sda ne sebenarnya. sorry la pic bida. ini seja yg ada. x byk pic aku d lappy ne. now see this my recent looks

AFTER (took this like a 3 weeks ago) which is what i look now





tu ok lagi. ini yang btul2 macam belon. haha.

can you see the difference now? saya gumuk suda. muka ja i think. lemak semua p muka ne. tidak balance. badan gtuu juga. mcammana mau tahan napsu makan ne.. haihh. nmpak mknn mesti di ngap ba. T.T

ataupun faktor umur? makin tua makin gumuk. bahahhaa. eya kah? tedala tu. ini la ni kerja meghabiskan beras d rumah kan. begitula kejadian dia klu d rumah. harap2 nanti tggl d hostel kurus aku, klu d plkn tu mengasi makanan ja. pkir fit knu. slim. keluar ja bgini sda muka aku.
ne ja buat skrg. lambat gila upload gambar. noob ne. bha sebelum mengakhiri ucapan saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih. haha. PEACE =)

Sunday 13 November 2011

bakal mahasiswi dan.. melalut XP

3 hari lagi sebelum memulakan hidup baru.. belum packing segala..aku benci packing,sedia keperluan segala..ugh. semua orang pun x suka ba kan.. klu ada yang suka tu.. entah pa punya orang tu. hahaha. perasaan aku yang akan bakal jadi budak uitm ne..budak ka lagi? lol.. saya rasa.. malas.. happy & excited a bit.ada kawan2 saya sana..karang mau register ne pun ada kawan..syukurla.. in fact ada cuzzie gue c zie2.. jd ada apa2.. senang minta tolong ja dia. baik sda dia kan. hahahha. kan zie? bak kata c zie2 masih terkial2 ba. its like 50/50. berbelah bagi tu perasaan. happy juga dapat study sda..sma2 kawan lagi klu dapat jd roomate sma cuzen lagi..yang separuh lagi perasaan tinggal d rumah.. kenapa? sebab rumah like my best buddy aku.ahahahhaha. sounds lame but thats a true story. forever alone

hahahahaha. tidak lupa juga bff aku si tv, laptop, komputer. 24/7 sentiasa bersama aku bila ada d rumah. when im feeling bored they always there by my side. entertain me.handphone? x aku syang handphone.xda mau d mesej juga. plus hp aku tu xda apa2. memory card nya sda la kna tapau kwan aku. ntah2 d waris sda kali. segala lagu n pic sya smua ada sna! ugh! tahan sabar ja ne.(INI CETA PASAL HALF OF MY MEMORIES BEEN STOLEN). aku kadang tlampau baik..bila org sda baik. kena d pijak kepala pula.. but its okay.. ada masa dia minta bantu lagi dri aku tu..ingat pesanan aku la. klu sda kena tolong tu..tapi kau buat mcm taik ja bila suda kena tolong.. x berkat hidup kau. orang sumpah2 kau. nsib saya x sekejam tu juga lah. klu kau kena baru kena dgn batang hidung ko sdri. nasib ja tggl sandakan ba. klu d hargai apa yang aku tolong lama sda dia bagi balik memory card aku. aku kempunan ba. pic plkn lagu smua da sna. dia buat taik jaa.klu ikutkan hati aku mau simpan juga memory card kau tu. so its fair. kau xda mcard sy pun teda. cikgu punya pasal..and sebab kau smpai merayu cikgu minta sma aku bg mcard kau balik. aku bg lah. tapi bila sda kau smpai skg x bagi mcard aku apa hal.. janji mau pos.. tapi tiada. luaran ja nmpak baik. but the fact is you're not. even you're the worst. nanti kau dtg kk. sepa kau cari? aku juga kan? when someone like me willing to help you through in a tough time dont take it for granted la kawan..its not cool.at least tell me why you cant give me the mcard. so i will not feel stupid waiting for you to gave me back. now ur name is on my blacklist. sorry. u no longer deserve to gain my trust and to be someone that always can help you. SAYA PANTANG MANUSIA PERANGAI GINI. SEKIAN =)

Tuesday 8 November 2011

Sunday 6 November 2011

happy but at a same time feeling stress?

hmm. how should i start this.. im gonna be straight up this time.. ok.

SAYA DAPAT UITM. am i happy? yeahh! but im feeling stress out!! why? its like 1weeks+ before the registration day. and i have'nt prepared anything yet. suda la saya benci urus2 nie. yea THANKS A LOT to UITM. thanks a lot -.- tau la saya lambat apply bha. alang2 juga kstau keputusan kan. napa nda tahun depan terus. naaah. aku semangat ne bila yang ada time lagi..awal2. thanks for puttin up my self into this shit. haihhhhh~ kenapa aku kena hukum begini. I got a lot to do before this 16 nov. hopefully i managed to finish this whole things up before the date line.. and im hoping.. everything goes smoothly..

look at the time i post this. haha. YES.could be sleeping disorder or insomnia? i think both. haha. i dont know whats going on with me this lately. it became worst. so i googled about it.then i read this article called
Anxiety Making It Hard to Sleep?
. it says that

Sometimes when we have a lot going in our lives, or we’re nervous or stressed, we can have a hard time falling asleep at night. Here are some techniques anyone can try to get a good night’s sleep when you need it most.

OOHH NOW I KNOW.. HAHA. THATS SO TRUE..IN FACT NOW IM FEELIN STRESS.OKAY I'LL TRY TO REDUCE THIS STRESS.if i can? haha.its just a stress..and what i need to do is just to relax my mind...

Anxiety Making It Hard to Sleep? | Healthmad

you can read it more. if u have this kind of 'disease' like me. hahha.

okay i think i wanna hit the sack. trying and forcing myself to sleep.. and Salam aidiladha =)

Friday 28 October 2011

LAME but that's me

okay this is my first time posting here. HAHA. funny. i know. yeah its so lame. i'm creating this blog...well not me literally. athir helped me A LOT. even this email is his. so thank you athir =) this is my second blog actually.the first blog i made was a couple years ago which am totally forgot about it until when i found out this year on march. haha.it was when athir suggested me to create my own blog after he knew that i was like so fascinated with his blog. JAKUN senang cakap.hahha. i only get interested with the layout thingy,gadget and all like some sort of stuff that makes your page looks awesome. ya know. but when it comes to me to do it all? a big NO for me.why? because me just too lazy to figure how this thing work out plus im not into expressing feeling and say what i felt. i love to do that but only to person that really close to me.and im the type of person that hardly express feeling by typing or writing and whatsoever. this takes me like forever only to post this! trust me. haha.i don't know why, it just so hard for me telling about myself. for me its like giving a speech about yourself in front of a whole crowd.its like becoming my fear. and now i'm trying to overcome my fear. hell yeah! maka followers baru 1 orang ba.paling2 1 org ja nampak. kalau bnyak x pa juga. but hey, at least im trying right. pelan2 orang bilang. thats why my old blog had been forgotten so long. kesian si blog lama. i really forgot about it since im like in secondary school. that was when im 16. i started to blog. by that time i was so naive. i just sign up anything in any social web just to have fun. first impression about blog that time, BORING like seriously. even none of my friends own a blog on that time. back to when im started to blog.. well, im kinda expressing my feelings actually. i tell a story! yes!l i am! but..i kept it private. can you believe it? haha. no followers. no one would viewing my blog anyway. im telling few stories about my schools and my life. my old blog was just too plain.it only got words in it.im just using blog for merely to express my feeling and just for fun when im bored. time itu tiada istilah mau buat blog yang tercantik di dunia la kan.zaman jahiliah lagi masi ndak tau apa2. lol. but then again when i started to read it..all those memories came rushin back.all the bittersweet moments pictures in my mind. walaupun tidak disertakan gambar bha blog aku tu. haha. i still remember those days. zaman aku time form 4 bha..nasib baik aku cerita sikit jaa..yang tiada2. kalau aku ceta banyak2 lagi time tu. nangis2 juga lah aku membaca tu. haha, joke.okay i think thats it.malas aku datang balik.adios!