im getting fatter? :O

all of a sudden my friend asks me just now am i getting fatter. baru dia sedar kunun. sot ne. tapi memang kenyataan. see this pic below.

this is me BEFORE.(took this last year)

ini pun mau gemuk sda ne sebenarnya. sorry la pic bida. ini seja yg ada. x byk pic aku d lappy ne. now see this my recent looks

AFTER (took this like a 3 weeks ago) which is what i look now

tu ok lagi. ini yang btul2 macam belon. haha.

can you see the difference now? saya gumuk suda. muka ja i think. lemak semua p muka ne. tidak balance. badan gtuu juga. mcammana mau tahan napsu makan ne.. haihh. nmpak mknn mesti di ngap ba. T.T

ataupun faktor umur? makin tua makin gumuk. bahahhaa. eya kah? tedala tu. ini la ni kerja meghabiskan beras d rumah kan. begitula kejadian dia klu d rumah. harap2 nanti tggl d hostel kurus aku, klu d plkn tu mengasi makanan ja. pkir fit knu. slim. keluar ja bgini sda muka aku.
ne ja buat skrg. lambat gila upload gambar. noob ne. bha sebelum mengakhiri ucapan saya ingin mengucapkan terima kasih. haha. PEACE =)

bakal mahasiswi dan.. melalut XP

3 hari lagi sebelum memulakan hidup baru.. belum packing segala..aku benci packing,sedia keperluan segala..ugh. semua orang pun x suka ba kan.. klu ada yang suka tu.. entah pa punya orang tu. hahaha. perasaan aku yang akan bakal jadi budak uitm ne..budak ka lagi? lol.. saya rasa.. malas.. happy & excited a bit.ada kawan2 saya sana..karang mau register ne pun ada kawan..syukurla.. in fact ada cuzzie gue c zie2.. jd ada apa2.. senang minta tolong ja dia. baik sda dia kan. hahahha. kan zie? bak kata c zie2 masih terkial2 ba. its like 50/50. berbelah bagi tu perasaan. happy juga dapat study sda..sma2 kawan lagi klu dapat jd roomate sma cuzen lagi..yang separuh lagi perasaan tinggal d rumah.. kenapa? sebab rumah like my best buddy aku.ahahahhaha. sounds lame but thats a true story. forever alone

hahahahaha. tidak lupa juga bff aku si tv, laptop, komputer. 24/7 sentiasa bersama aku bila ada d rumah. when im feeling bored they always there by my side. entertain me.handphone? x aku syang handphone.xda mau d mesej juga. plus hp aku tu xda apa2. memory card nya sda la kna tapau kwan aku. ntah2 d waris sda kali. segala lagu n pic sya smua ada sna! ugh! tahan sabar ja ne.(INI CETA PASAL HALF OF MY MEMORIES BEEN STOLEN). aku kadang tlampau baik..bila org sda baik. kena d pijak kepala pula.. but its okay.. ada masa dia minta bantu lagi dri aku tu..ingat pesanan aku la. klu sda kena tolong tu..tapi kau buat mcm taik ja bila suda kena tolong.. x berkat hidup kau. orang sumpah2 kau. nsib saya x sekejam tu juga lah. klu kau kena baru kena dgn batang hidung ko sdri. nasib ja tggl sandakan ba. klu d hargai apa yang aku tolong lama sda dia bagi balik memory card aku. aku kempunan ba. pic plkn lagu smua da sna. dia buat taik jaa.klu ikutkan hati aku mau simpan juga memory card kau tu. so its fair. kau xda mcard sy pun teda. cikgu punya pasal..and sebab kau smpai merayu cikgu minta sma aku bg mcard kau balik. aku bg lah. tapi bila sda kau smpai skg x bagi mcard aku apa hal.. janji mau pos.. tapi tiada. luaran ja nmpak baik. but the fact is you're not. even you're the worst. nanti kau dtg kk. sepa kau cari? aku juga kan? when someone like me willing to help you through in a tough time dont take it for granted la kawan..its not cool.at least tell me why you cant give me the mcard. so i will not feel stupid waiting for you to gave me back. now ur name is on my blacklist. sorry. u no longer deserve to gain my trust and to be someone that always can help you. SAYA PANTANG MANUSIA PERANGAI GINI. SEKIAN =)

LOL

my bro made this XD

happy but at a same time feeling stress?

hmm. how should i start this.. im gonna be straight up this time.. ok.

SAYA DAPAT UITM. am i happy? yeahh! but im feeling stress out!! why? its like 1weeks+ before the registration day. and i have'nt prepared anything yet. suda la saya benci urus2 nie. yea THANKS A LOT to UITM. thanks a lot -.- tau la saya lambat apply bha. alang2 juga kstau keputusan kan. napa nda tahun depan terus. naaah. aku semangat ne bila yang ada time lagi..awal2. thanks for puttin up my self into this shit. haihhhhh~ kenapa aku kena hukum begini. I got a lot to do before this 16 nov. hopefully i managed to finish this whole things up before the date line.. and im hoping.. everything goes smoothly..

look at the time i post this. haha. YES.could be sleeping disorder or insomnia? i think both. haha. i dont know whats going on with me this lately. it became worst. so i googled about it.then i read this article called

Anxiety Making It Hard to Sleep?

. it says that

Sometimes when we have a lot going in our lives, or we’re nervous or stressed, we can have a hard time falling asleep at night. Here are some techniques anyone can try to get a good night’s sleep when you need it most.

OOHH NOW I KNOW.. HAHA. THATS SO TRUE..IN FACT NOW IM FEELIN STRESS.OKAY I'LL TRY TO REDUCE THIS STRESS.if i can? haha.its just a stress..and what i need to do is just to relax my mind...

Anxiety Making It Hard to Sleep? | Healthmad

you can read it more. if u have this kind of 'disease' like me. hahha.

okay i think i wanna hit the sack. trying and forcing myself to sleep.. and Salam aidiladha =)